hazy lights brush over.

no se cáiga.

No entiendo las chicas en estos días. Es como que están dispuestos a hacer cualquier cosa para obtener un tipo de atención. Le deseo sabía, pero usted no me cree. Él va a lastimarle que tu y no quiero mirar.

changes of weather.

It's amazing how something can just smack you in the head out of nowhere. Almost like when certain things begin to fold together and make sense. When you realize that all of those down moments, all of that drama, all of that tragedy suddenly clicks together to make everything alright in the end. Although, through it all, you face a lot of change, and some people are unable to handle it. Some people are put under the pressure of others; to be pretty, to be skinny, to be smart, to make or not make bad decisions, or just to be loved. Most people can make it through, but others get caught in the deep end, where they struggle and struggle to stay up and out of it. And once they finally get a glimpse of who they were, that person that they loved being, they have the strength to go back to reality and be who they once were. It's almost like how people hide from the truth, just to be safe or to fit in. Almost like how people hide the true meaning of love, by following it using quotes of movies and chick flicks to bring out the false imagination they have of what love truly is. Almost like how you hide under a mask, and become someone you knew you really weren't. But let me tell you this, as far down as you get into that person you are faking to be, there's still a little piece inside of you who knows who you are. Who wants to go back to where you were. And there's always someone who's going to remind you that there's still a chance for you to be who you want.
I'm trying to remind you of who you were, because I know you miss them.

december 1, 2008

lala creampuffs.

i like photography.

when i thought i was strong.

I couldn't fall asleep last night.  So i talked to Riley.

I noticed the big christmas lights hung in my room.  They were so pretty. 

The had some type of glow, and then I began to think of them.  

How they light up the world for just that one season. 

How there are so many different colors, what the old times were like with them.

And how black and white photos couldn't show their colors.

I thought about how me and Riley were talking about black and white photos and christmas lights and long time ago.

He said that the photos were colored, and the world was black and white.

It made me happy.

I fell asleep to those lights.

august 2, 2008

I got in the biggest fight last night. 

I talked really silly to this guy, Ryan. 

I realized some things I wish I hadn't.

I tried unlocking this thing with my best friend.

I attempted buying medieval times tickets to see my friend before she leaves.

I read a profile.

I worked on a collage.

I hung polaroids on my wall.

I woke up at 1:30.

I drank coffee this morning.

I smiled at my nephew.

I became happy to the fact Riley was coming back tomorrow.

I wanted to hang out with the person I fought with last night.

I lost.

june 14, 2008

It's my birthday today. So far I've had pancakes for breakfast, and talked to my best friend about how he's going to Europe for 3 weeks.


That lucky duck.
I'm gonna miss him.

what it's like to enjoy.

woodward camp. 2008.

shoot for the stars